For the past 40 years I have celebrated today. It was special because she was. This year, today, it is simply Tuesday, October 11th. Nothing special. I am without her. I miss her.
At the same time that I am feeling loss, I'm also exultingly happy. A constant confliction of emotion, this heart of mine. Shaun & Anna gave birth to Judah, Oct. 9!!
Life truly does ebb and flow. Can't wait to meet this new little man and celebrate life!